Tuesday, April 28, 2009

4月28号 晴

不明白为什么只有在考试期间才会活跃于部落格。

就是有股冲动想写些东西。还真希望我能把这股冲劲用在读书上。可惜,每到这种时候,我对书本却是怎么也提不起劲。

今天早上的考试,我回答得。。似乎不怎么理想,我想我应该觉得惭愧的。我承认,我的确没有很用心地读。说不上是什么原因,就是少了某些。。劲 吧 !以前的我,拼了命不睡觉也会把书本读完去考试;现在的我,拼不了命读不完也得睡觉隔天去考试。这问题有点棘手。我得赶快把那“感觉”找回来!

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昨天踩了某朋友的地雷,惹他生气了。虽然都是我的错,但我没想到会有那么大的反应,有些惊讶和“恐怖”。真糟糕,玩出“火”了。(=.=) 可是我真的不是故意的。。希望很快能雨过天晴咯。


# 不是每个人都能一直那么快乐,只是他们懂得如何把快乐^^放大。


Sunday, April 19, 2009

To-Do-List Next Sem

"Any plan for next year?”

People around me kept asked me the same question.

"Well, I’ve got my OWN PLANs! ^^” My typical answer for everyone.

What’ve came into my mind was that, “Am I really have any concrete plan with me?”

I doubted. I was just dreaming over things that I want to achieve in next one year left.

First of all, yeah, I want to continue my piano lesson. I am proud to say that I am just a “beginner” level currently. It’s nothing to shame with, right? Besides, I got to concentrate on my Final Year Project which may consume most of my time. Ya, I want to learn more on graphic design that I interested in all the time. Other than this, I need to find ways to earn money to repay my debt too. This is how part-time job come into my To-Do-List. I’ve no more “contract” with AIESEC and Losting, thus, I may search and involve in organization that focus more on volunteering works. Volunteering work is what I wanted to do since long time ago. Free time allows me to do my sketching and handicrafts maybe. My poor colour pencils left in my room is covered by thick spider webs; it’s time to fully utilize them. Long time didn’t read my books, I want to go library and borrow some HR books to browse through. Next, I need to settle … …

Yeah, this is my plan.

I heard someone scold me again, “Why you’re so greedy? Can you don’t hold so many things at one time? You must learn how to manage your time properly instead of grab as many as you can. Remember you can only grab a few “guli” at one time.”

Yaya, I know. =.=”

That’s me. A little girl, who is ambitious in achieving lots of dreams; however, it seems like she doesn’t know how to proper plan it and realize these all step by step.

Well, I know I’ve to come out with solution to prioritize all these one day.

But I’ve to admit that, once you have involved in one organization, you’ll get addicted with it.

I know I can’t leave Losting family... AND for sure, “Once you are AIESECer, forever an AIESECer.”

I think I’ve got the right choice, studying in UTM! ^^


Saturday, April 18, 2009

钉- 感言

“四月十三日零九年,一群热爱音乐的工大生为了完成他们的梦想,搞了一场大型的音乐发表会。十四首演绎歌曲,包括所有歌曲的词曲创作,编曲,歌手,乐手及台前幕后的工作,都是这班年轻人诚意献上的作品。尽管当中有些瑕疵,这三小时看似简单的现场Live Show,却是他们在台下付出许多时间、心血换来的成果。你给予螺丝钉的肯定,是推动他们更上一层楼的力量。”



终于,螺丝钉第十三届大型音乐发表会- 《听。乐》圆满结束。

曾经担心、压力得让我睡不着的发表会真的落幕了。这是我第二次参与发表会的筹备工作,那感觉却与去年的 Step Out有天渊之别。也许是担子比以前重些,所以压得让我有点吃不消。音乐当然是发表会的灵魂,而身为音乐组一员的我一直觉得愧疚,总觉得自己的贡献有限。我需要分身在AIESEC和 钉钉的活动,还得兼顾繁重的课业,其实老觉得我无法专心的投入在某个特定的工作,分心了。从一月份到现在,不定时吃饭,几小时的睡眠,赶不完的工作,加上重重的压力,真的让我身心疲惫。

很多人问,“为什么要把自己搞得那么累?”

我想,这就是搞活动的“魔力”。它让我无法自拔、没办法抽身。到处奔波劳累,每每却能在不同活动里找到很多快乐。那是一种只有身在其中才能感受到的快乐。最让我难忘的是大家为了共同目标一起排除万难努力的感觉。这两年参与螺丝钉大大小小的活动,钉友们让我对音乐有了更深一层的领悟,而螺丝钉好像也陪着我们一起成长了。那是份很难割舍的感情。我啊,应该会是一辈子的钉钉家族成员吧。

人说:爱音乐的小孩都不会变坏;我说:爱螺丝钉的我们都带些感性。(两者之间好像没什么关系 ^^”)是因为爱音乐之人都该具备感性的一面吗?

记得某天凌晨,老钉们边喝茶边讨论着螺丝钉的家务事,谈笑风生。好喜欢那种凝聚力,当下的我有些小感动。

还记得某天晚上,大家刚结束练习,带着疲累的身躯,聚集在校园的某角落,就为了发表会的短片。NG了再NG,笑声却是一次比一次大声。大家似乎忘了所有的烦恼,陶醉其中。

每一次的钉钉聚会,风雨不改,都会有负责任的“打杂组”组员在看管着,从不缺席。

陆陆续续看到不同“自愿主动”表演组组员的演出,看到乐手歌手日渐纯熟的演绎。

钉钉师兄们在发表会前来探班,为我们打气加油。

老钉小钉们都在努力地为螺丝钉打拼。。

螺丝钉0809 总协调,陈宝杨曾说:“在你想着螺丝钉可以给你什么前,请想想你能给螺丝钉什么。”
她在这一年来一直扮演着很重要的角色,是个灵魂人物。这句话从她口中说出,特别有说服力!^^ 

因为有螺丝钉,才有今天的我们。

希望下一届总协调能延续现在的那把火,让螺丝钉闯到另一个巅峰。